So I am here….to blog about my long-term relationship with the man of my life. You don’t see me do this at all.. Actually I took a time off to typed all these.. Yes despite not attending school due to high fever and a heavy runny nose :( Hopefully I will get well soon!
How I met Azlan?
2010: 8th Aug;
it was National Day eve in my previous schooll, ITE Tampines. I actually didn’t really take notice of anyone in my school cause…they’re not the type I want.. NONE honestly HAHA. Probably I expect too much that’s why(after watching Boys Over Flowers..yes kill me lol)! So I actually received a request from someone after I got home…and we have SO many mutual friends but I’ve never seen him before!! Thats weird.. I actually hesitated for awhile cause I was thinking that probably another one who’s trying hard to get to know me but nah.. I’ll pass him thanks to his profile pic HAHAHAHAHA!! Not really bad looking after all! So I accepted him and within a sec, I received a DM from him saying,
Yes… Weirdo like him who’s so curious to know my real name when I dislike telling people my real name! And he was expecting me to remember the guy who walked pass me! Wahlao so many guys walk passed me how I know right…
Upon receiving this DM, I was like HUH? WHO’S THIS UNKNOWN GUY? WHERE DID HE COME FROM? Or did he pretend to be in my school? You see many thoughts actually played in my mind and I actually replied omg.. hahaha.. cause honestly… I was actually so-called dating with someone else but i don’t know what makes me talk to this guy here!!!! HAHAHA you know the feeling of continuing the conversation.. But then in the midst of the convo, I actually kinda showed Azlan indirectly that, I don’t feel like talking to you so buzz off hahahahaha but sadly he didn’t even realised it you know!! Probably too syiok la! HAHAHA! and I actually ended the conversation with just… K BYE. I know I’m mean but.. hahaha but there was reasons for it! and then…..
We didn’t talked for like 1 month plus and i had a upcoming project that required a actress and actor. Similar like a short film! I was actually searching for people but some were not free and some were afraid to act????????????? But then I told myself that I have no more time for this and probably I’ll just use myself to be the girl and what I’m left with is a boy! And I need a good looking guy(I mean isnt it supposed to be like that? So that probably will be looking forward more to it than just one scene) & I didn’t took my date, probably not good looking enough LOL, yes I was dating at that point of time, excuse me and I thought of Azlan, actually…. but i was really shy to ask cause who knows he’s in a rs at that point of time and who knows the girl might be mad at me? And so one fine day…..
I SAW HIM! YES I SAW HIM after a month plus @ the co-op in my school haha. He was with his friends whilst I was with my friends actually heading to the co-op to get something and oh my….. he was really, really good looking la last time! HAHAHAHAHAHA my heart fluttered and Im actually…blushing for no reason!! HAHAHA and I don’t dare to go near him and thank god the co-op closed! Rushed my friends to go up cause my heart beats so fast!!!! kla but he’s really handsome with his own style of fashion especially his cut sided hair.. don’t know la what kind of style is that but suit him like mad!! & I… being the cheeky one probably.. actually took the courage to DM-ed him! HAHAHAHA
Whatever with the weird hairdo ok Azlan HAHAHAHAHA!
And so we actually continue the conversation and little did I know, he actually saw me too but was also shy to acknowledge as I was with my friends! We were so shy!!! And then, he asked for my MSN(yes, MSN days) so it Would be easier to talk there and I gave him my MSN you know without any hesitation oh god hahahahahaha! So we actually kept talking in MSN despite he’s busy with work and surprisingly he worked at Starbucks as a Barista! & I still remember I didn’t really eat and all the way concentrating on our conversations! I was so engrossed till my bro shouted at me, telling me to stop using the computer and its his turn :( HAHAHAHA we did stopped and I was so bored and even got the thinking of why I did not give him my number! I was insane I know!!! After days of talking, I decided to gather up my courage to ask him whether is he free and would like to be my actor as it was urgent and I only have 3 days left! & thank god he agreed despite lack of acting and even willing to try it out(FIRST THING I LIKE ABOUT HIM: Not afraid to try something new but now… haiyo) So we agreed to meet on a particular day and….
my date kinda asked me to be his girlfriend tt night…………………… Well I actually totally forgot about him and ignored him LOL and I don’t know why I even accept his offer! I know that I am crazily insane and you know even after accepting his offer, I did not tell Azlan cause I really don’t want to lose him. Ya I know I kinda two-timed but I don’t know what makes me hold on Azlan despite knowing that Im dating and currently attached…. & then I was really at the verge of losing my mind cause I jolly well know what I did was wrong and even though I was in rs, my heart don’t go out to him AT ALL but my heart and mind was Azlan! Yes he totally took my breath away and all I want to do the next step is to be with him but its too fast and I know that! So on Friday, the day before I was supposed to meet Azlan for the short film making, I really took the courage to break this 2 days relationship LOL. ‘cause one thing if I continue this, I might break his heart badly which I know I did and its useless to be with someone your heart doesn’t go out for! And I did ask for a break, blahblahblah and one thing that you all should know… I DIDNT REGRET ASKING FOR IT. Mainly because it shows so much that I don’t really want him in my life and I never like or love him from the start. I know I was a heartbreaker bitch but I feel that its a good thing and even my best friend agreed LOL! Oh yes my best friend actually helped to sort out my complicated life at that point of time HAHAHAHAHA. Ok shall not elaborate about that so much cause after all, till now, I DID THE RIGHT CHOICE. So we went shooting the next day and all. We kept texting till one day he asked me whether I was in rs since he saw my Facebook relationship. I told Azlan what happened in the start but DID NOT tell him how I feel towards him cause I was afraid. And he kept telling me that he was sorry and was in the midst of my relationship but hell no, he was not at fault. It was me but I am pretty sure Azlan was truly glad tt I was single and he knows that he got a chance… He confessed to me after a year anyway HAHAHAHAHA! So… it took a week to get over that shit(clearly knows the other party was mad, disappointed and heartbroken but I have to do what I have to) but I actually went with Azlan that one week HAHAHAHAHA! We kinda spend time watching movie, window shopping and all that couple thing but I didn’t realized anything till my feelings for him grow after a week… Hehehehe. & then on Sunday, he have to make his way to meet his friend whilst I head home since I have a curfew… And then right…… he suddenly text me saying he likes me and i was like LOL!!!!!!! (but in my heart, me too) HAHAHAHA but I didn’t replied cause it wasn’t sound like him little did I know it was his friend texting that to me hahaha and then he actually gathered his courage….. date me out? WAH IM SO HAPPY YOU KNOW HAHAHAHAHA IM LIKE ROLLING ON THE BED HAHAHAHAHA! Without hesitation, i agreed!!!! & we went out for a week, oh my spending time him was really worth it! I enjoyed every seconds with him! Honestly we are so alike that I might take him as my brother but he refused to be my god bro cause to him, its stupid HAHA. & then after a week,
On Sunday, 17th Oct 2010,
we went to catch a movie but before that… He told me that he have something to give me so I was excited and then after the movie, he sent me home and we waited for his bus as usual and then….. HERE COMES THE CONFESSION HAHAHAHAHAHA
We sitted at the bus stop and I asked him what he wanted to give me. He was like,
Ya we waited and missed many bus! & then I said I need to go before my dad comes home! Suddenly he got so nervous, shivering HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I was like wtf did just happened! Is he sick? And he said eh I got something to tell. So I thought like hmmmm I think I know in my heart ofc.. So I waited for him to say it HAHA when my heart actually beats so fast! And then he said he need to take a smoke break to calmed his mind cause he’s so nervous and scared and i was like kk go but hurry ah i wanna go home tomorrow school hahahaha. & then, he suddenly said,
I was like What is that shit sia HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and then after ponding, I knew it was WOULD YOU BE MINE but I pretend to not know hahaha. I kept asking and asking till he said,
“OKOK. WOULD YOU BE MINE?”
WAH I WAS BLUSHING HAHAHAHA! I was like what if I say no in his face? HAHAHAHA I know… just wanted to test him right.. Then he said,
“YES OR NO. Not I don’t know or MAYBE.”
& without delaying, I actually said YES! He was so happy and then his bus came and we hugged. A really long tight…. He actually said something while hugging me..
“Thank you very much. Thank you. I love you.” hugged me tightly
I was like out of words hehehehe cause I was so shy and we parted! The next minute I checked my phone,
Wahlao right…. hahahahahahahahahahaha and then I thought again…
Well, I really said YES and at that point of time, I was hoping so much that I made the right choice but deep inside me, I have this feeling that he is THE ONE…
Part 1 of how I met my boyfriend!
& this is the first picture we took, together HEHE
I shall continue PART 2 next week! Have a nice day!